Recession....it's a word everyone is heard and knows a definition of by now. We may not all have the same definition but we all have the same bottom line answer. No money, No raise, No job, you do what you have to do....type of experience. Some have compared it to the depression....but we have better drugs now so what good does that really do??
I changed jobs. It has been an enlightening experience. I joked around with the statement...I am no longer drinking the kool-aid. But in truth, there is more reality in that sentence than I ever expected. I made the change to get more hours and improve my quality of life. It was time I started to take care of myself. The month of May and multiple MD visits proved that. Two weeks into the new job I was finally feeling a burden being lifted and drama slipping out of my everyday mood set for work.
Thursday nite was a huge breakthrough on my behalf. I was checking my work email and realized that I am no longer being bombarded with multiple daily emails from my prior coworkers or my boss or his assistant. I realized I was off the "list". At first, this kinda hurt my feelings then the epiphany hit me. I don't have to know about all the drama and angst. I just show up,...do my job....leave the building and I am done. No baggage, no burden, no carryover, no feelings of incompleteness, no feelings of failure or feeling like I am not good enough. It is over. I can relax....just do it...
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